Everything your caregiver wants to tell you but isn’t privileged enough to say


It has been three glorious months since I closed my home daycare and became the Artistic Director of b current performing arts. In those three months I have had some time – not a lot of time, mind you, since being an AD, I have learned, means sleeping with one eye open – to reflect on my experiences caring for children.

I have worked as a youth educator since I was 15, but owning a home daycare was by far the most challenging to my patience. It was a wonderful journey for me in which I had the honour of making lifelong friends (including the last two families I served) and I got to test the limits of my multitasking abilities and athletic prowess. At the end of my six years of daycare work, I could expertly trudge through a snow storm with a baby on my back, one trailing behind me on an attached sled, and a toddler on each arm. It was like an episode of American Gladiator but with snotty noses and leaking diapers.

It was also an eye-opening journey for me in which every day I had to battle racism. Every day I had to lift myself out from under the weight of servitude. I think it’s imperative to note that I believe caregiving is an important profession – it’s just that caregivers are not treated as important professionals. It’s also imperative to note that I have a tonne of privilege as someone who has not only left the profession but is a Canadian citizen whose safety in this country does not rely on my employment with a host family, as it does with folks under the Live-In Caregiver Program.

That is why, my fellow parents, I am sharing with you today everything your caregiver wants to tell you but isn’t privileged enough to say.


I’ve had parents show up at my door an hour earlier than my business hours expecting me to take their children. I’ve had parents balk at my expectation for extra payment after arriving 45 minutes after closing time. I’ve had parents casually tell me that their payments to me would be late because of cash flow after enrolling their child in dance lessons. This is a business. A caregiver is a professional. You would never tell the grocery store that you’ll pay them later for that basket of peaches. You would never arrive an hour earlier at the dentist and expect to be seen immediately. Be respectful of our time. Be respectful of our wallets.


Not only is this an ableist notion, but it’s a load of bullshit. Saying that you or your child is “colour blind” doesn’t showcase your family’s ability to transcend race politics. It showcases your talent at sidestepping it. It shows the world that you are simply ignoring the realities that Black and brown folks live every day. If your kid can see a red block, a yellow shirt or a green ball, I am pretty sure they can see white supremacy. And don’t get it twisted: racism is learned from an early age. I know. Before some of my daycare kids could even speak, they were already treating me as their brown servant. Instead of defending your magical child without fault, consider the ways in which your child has observed privilege throughout their lifetime, no matter how short. What examples can you teach them through your own behaviour? Here are some good places to start:

  • Practice and show your child to take turns with children of colour. Practice not going first down the slide or through a door. This is a good gauge of where your child is at with regards to their own entitlement.
  • Practice and show your child how to share toys with children of colour. Of course kids find this challenging, but know that race privilege is taught even here.


The reason is pretty clear: Most parents do not honour caregiving. Like a lot of feminine work such as sex work and cleaning, caregiving is undervalued and vilified. On a daily basis, I implore you to ask yourself these questions:

  • Do I speak to my caregiver respectfully?
  • Have I considered their hours, most especially if they are a live-in caregiver? Do I even consider their hours ever? Do I just assume their availability?
  • What has happened in my lifetime to treat my caregiver with disrespect? Where did I learn misogyny? How can I work on this today without asking for the emotional labour of others around me?
  • Am I feeling defensive from reading this post and will I most likely turn to others to validate my treatment of my caregiver? What is that about? Can I instead turn inwards and do the work it takes to not be an asshole?
  • Are my children important to me? If so, does it not make sense to respect the very person who is caring for them?

When authoring the play, Future Folk about the Live-In Caregiver Program in Canada, the Sulong Theatre Collective authored the following phrase in our playwrights’ notes which sums up my feelings perfectly: “It is you who hold our future in your hands. But it is us who hold your children in our arms. Have respect.”

Catherine Hernandez

Catherine Hernandez is playwright, performer and award-winning author. She is the author of M is for Mustache: A Pride ABC Book (Flamingo Rampant) and Scarborough (Arsenal Pulp Press). She is the Artistic Director of b current performing arts.

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9 Responses to Everything your caregiver wants to tell you but isn’t privileged enough to say

  1. aly says:

    thank you for your words of affirmation. i’m a queer femme filipinx caregiver (who also has the privilege of citizenship), and this resonates deeply. much luv and respect your way!

  2. LIN says:

    Thank your for sharing.
    Often parents don’t see the values. They just think it’s a place for children to “play, sleep, eat, dance..” and a place for them to put while working. That’s it. They didnt know nor understand that an educator put a lot of effort, time and patient in developing age appropriate activities or topics for children to learn. Just like any other worker, an educator prepares and work hard. If it’s that easy “play, eat, sleep” and doesn’t have to do anything, why do people need to take several courses in order to become an educator?! To be honest, simply just show a respect to ANY educators in different aspect will only benefit both parties.

  3. Deana says:

    Well written! Thanks for sharing:)

  4. Kristin says:

    To Ms. Hernandez – thanks for writing this – my child is about to start daycare (and the caregiver is a POC) and this was helpful for me to read. You make very good points. I will share this article with my friends. I’ll do my best to follow your recommendations.

    To “Chris”, the commenter above me, your rude and sexist comment is a sad illustration of the disrespect the author is describing (even if it’s not in the childcare context). You must be feeling pretty defensive to respond to the article with a comment like that.

  5. Chris says:

    Lol you sound like a dumb cunt

  6. Sal says:

    I’m very shocked to hear that some parents can take caregivers lightly. After all, they care for our kids as we go on work. My babe has been recently in daycare and while transitioning I gained an even more profound respect for the caregivers — seeing their patience and love for kids who afterall, aren’t theirs ..
    Curious which part of Canada your daycare was at. Wondering if we live in a bubble in TO!

  7. michelle brown says:

    A nice prompt to reflect on the lack of reciprocity resident in the sponsor/caregiver relationship. Thanks. Look forward to show. The sacrifices women make while working under LCP, go silenced. Great to communicate this reality to a wider audience.

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